after all these years you think that im going to let go. been to hell and back shedded so much blood and tears after seven years. i fell a couple of times but im still here. theres not one day i go with out thinking about you. i know that ive changed made alot of mistakes but im only human i would give anything to go back in my past and redew things. wish i was perfect. theres times that i look back at all the things that happened and what made us split apart. i cant believe the way i was over controling. i hate myself cause i should have been there more for you. every day i live with guilt. theres so much things that rest upon me that i will never be able to let go but thats what i got to live with i did it all to my self. i dont want you to feel at fault for any of this its me. i messed up alot and caused the way things went down. i just ask god to watch over you and keep you safe and to keep smiles on your face also to give you the life you deserve. i love you crystal.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Nov 2013 22:59:17 +0000