am making this very clear,, i never once never said i wasnt thankful for my familys help. but i think its time i start trying to do things for myself. doing my own thinking and sorting out my own issues. i think i went to long letting people make them for me, am sick of living confused and feeling like am always in a battle with everyone. i just want to live a somewhat happy life. am always caught in a tugawar with famly and myself,, i dont sleep half the time am always depressed and full of anxiety and having panic attacks. i always afride to even talk to family or vist them because am afride to say the wrong thing, i feel like i cant do anything right,, and am always trying to please everyone around me, i cant do this anymore. i need to focus on my health (tumor) and my court issues. me and kevin are slowly trying to work on us but its hard when the past year me and KEVIN have both been struggling with my court problems,, and then then my health issues on top of some peoples drama bullshit causing fights with me and kevin. i cant deal with all this shit. i need to be left alone,,, rebulid myself from the ground up i need to be healthy mind body and soul,, heal the past wounds so i can be a better person for myself and my loved ones. i just want someone to talk to not someone to cast judgement or backstabbing me . i think for now the best thing i do is go north,, settle,,, get heal and cope with the up comming events
Posted on: Wed, 31 Jul 2013 16:34:34 +0000
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