am so thankful first of all with god for never leaving my side he knows every day i pray to him try & find our time m not perfect.. but this past week was an eye opening the slap to my face i was in severe pain couldnt even hold water in i couldnt stand up i was pretty much a noodle i was screaming at dr to plz find out wat was wrong i didnt want to worry anyone but i felt i was loosing my life little by little i told god m not ready many might see it as was nothing but inside of me i only knew wat i was dealing when they had put the morphin i felt to sleep & couldnt wake up didnt mentioned any of this to my fam bc i was afraid to worry them i wanted to just give up but something wouldnt let me., i screamed alone in that room to god n said lord take this pain away i know i have sin against you i know we all forget u in the good times n remember you in the bad times but plz help me i felt like a baby no pain i know god had done a miracle bc in that moment i didnt have no meds on me i went home still feeling dizzy & weak heres the eye opener my gma was worried n she was crying n said lets pray hearing her pray brought me to tears just to hear her i am thankful for her n god for giving me her and my mom i got angry and told the nurse ugly things i was in pain i felt my head was spinning couldnt stand i couldnt drink water i couldnt even recognize my own self i started to throw up blood i knew it was over i tried to stay calm but i couldnt i told dr plz just help me they finally realized i needed blood transfusion so they started the process i felt better not as weak i know god was with me many ppl prob said they go through this bc she dnt seek god m sorry but god knows me and those who were there by my side m thankful heres where i knew my real friends & fam but this is not the reason why am sharing this its to let u know to seek god through good n bad we never know what can happen only he can help us n save us n give us that other chance he made a miracle in me & dnt wait to get sick to tc of urself u might not have that second chance.. god thank you for the miracles you make in our lifes...
Posted on: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 04:15:18 +0000
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