another saturday night going to waste... just like every day, every holiday, every birthday, cellebration, or special occasion wasted for sooooooo many fukn years of my life now...! what life...? there is no life stuck at home, rotting away on my doorstep day after day, week after week, year after year... you miss out on life, life passes you by... it isnt a life...! A life of being stuck at home, bored, & alone, all day, every day, & no way to even have enogh $ to live on, to eat food that tastes good all month long, or have any fun ever... for years... & no way out... no way to enjoy even one fukn moment of any of the things that make life worth living... isnt a life at all... Its a fate far worse than death to have to live like this for even one more fukn moment...!!!!!!!! & I just want to fukn scream...! & I fight back the teers... & all it would have taken to spare me this... to save my life & future... was just for people to do their fukn job... & still no one will fukn hear me...!!!!!!! the shit that happened that caused me to have to live like this is fukn illegal...!!!!! and it is immoral...!!! that means law/legal/government people need to fukn do something...!!!!! before any more fukn time passes...!!!! why the fuk cant anyone fukn hear me & help me with the only fukn things that fukn matter towards saving my life/future, instead of all the other stuff that ppl try to help me with, that dont do anything about the actual problem, or helping me have any way to help myself, or save my life/future, or any reasons to live that there could ever be..? still so fukn hopeless to even get even one fukn person on the fukn planet to hear me with anything that fukn matters... the only thing that fukn matters is raising awareness amongst the right kinds of ppl, & for someone to make county mental health / affilliate programs recover, repair, replace, restore, any/all damage & loss, & what their neglegence cost their client...! before its too late, the time limits are up, or any more damage gets done, or I lose out on any more of my life, or one more fukn holiday, or birthday, or b4 any more fukn time passes..! that has been the only fukn thing that fukn matters for sooooooooooo fukn long... ppl care & want to help... but why cant anyone hear me on the only things I actually do need help with first...? countyMH/affilliates cost their client everything, & they owe it back to me Period...! Now...! all along there were ways to create solutions... that save my life/future.... but no one will fukn listen... no one fukn gives a shit as long as it isnt them who has to go through this shit... only truly evil, selfserving, sick, sadistic, sociopathic, asshole, pigs, would have ever caused, allowed, excused, or supported in this shit being allowed to happen to someone who is a life worth saving... or would allow this shit to continue to persist even one more fukn day, without being amended & set right... all damage & loss recovered, repaired, replaced, restored...! the only thing that fukn matters towards saving my life/future/reasons to live is for there to be someone on the fukn planet to hear me & help me with the only things that actually fukn matter before itms too late...! by the end of the year it will be too late... time limits for doing anything expired... options to connect with the right ppl/organizations to work together 2 aquire a vehicle replacing the one their neglegence cost me, so I have ways to help/save myself, will be over... etc... I need help with the only things that fukn matter.... far more than all these useless doctorlike-unit appointments that dont do anything to help the actual problems.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 01:47:48 +0000
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