....as I put my left foot in front of the other and visa versa I imagine the day I get to the point where, when, I get to a cross road I can put the emissions of the journey, trials and tribulations aside and let the keeper of my soul direct me in the direction he has chosen instead of the direction I chose. My testimony is far and vast and beyond the comprehension of most. I understand we have all experienced a journey. I understand, feel and sympathise with all. My options are few. .... I first hand held the world. I feel, felt and have and still do have love, I have been to hell and back. I have heard the devils wispers. I followed. I have seen the unimaginable, I have seen the unimaginable, imaginable. I have seen an innocent beeing brought to a world whom I would not let see what I have seen. Joy, hope,love and peace is a thing of the past. But I havent given up on any, and will teach all who have Interaction with me to hold and keep those values. When I was at my worst I still gave my all... I hit chest compression on a dying man...every compression I begged my God to please talk my life for his. And yet I failed....my all was given. I have slept on a cold hot piece of concrete with a few items I called mine and a piece of property for the night I owned. I have,.did and will always overcome an addiction that many have tried but failed at. I have built a bridge knowing the whole time I was going to burn it. Lesson learned. I blink my eyes unknowingly, I breathe without a though, my heart is still beating after being crushed. But daily I proceed to overcome my own mental state and strive to make it... Why?
Posted on: Sun, 31 Aug 2014 06:20:31 +0000
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