awake... should really be sleeping but instead Im thinking, rethinking and possibly over thinking at this point. I dont even know what to say or how to feel anymore...nah scratch that because the only thing Im feeling is disappointment. Disappointed that once again Ive been let down and lied to and oddly enough I knew better. I expected this very outcome and my mind is saying I told you so because lets face it, it did. Im not even disappointed in you. Youre only doing what you know best and it works for you so why would it change now? Im used to you walking away, I know your back better than I know the rest of you. And once again lo and behold who is left to pick up the pieces. I AM! but its fine. Im good at it better yet Im great at it, although I shouldnt have to be. I have completely washed my hands of this situation, the bs, and most importantly, you. Trust me when I say that youre dead to me. When you see me I will not even acknowledge your presence, as of right now you no longer exist... and if youre looking for someone to blame you can point the finger at yourself and the ones you surround yourself with. You value their opinion of you more than anything else and I hope that you get all the validation that you need. I wish I could at least say that its been real but we both know that it hasnt been...at least not on your end. Have a nice life though.
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 07:59:31 +0000
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