chapter→5 CALLISTAS POV: In Mr. Hills room, the three of us, Eric, Grant and I were all placed in separate chairs a few feet away from each other. It was my first time being in Mr. Hills room - ever - and I was nervous as hell. For some reason, I felt like I would end up being in trouble the most, even though I was a part of it by a fraction. Now, I want to know how all this happened, Mr. Hills got right to the point. Start from the beginning. Both Eric and Grant started talking at the same time, which led to another argument and caused Mr. Hills to start yelling again. First, Callista, you speak, Mr. Hills ordered. And you two better keep quiet. he gave them both the evil eye before turning back to me. I gulped and cleared my throat. I told Mr. Hills everything that had happened from the beginning to the end. I left nothing out and there were times when Grant had tried to jump in and correct me, which made Eric angry, and Mr. Hills even furious because if that continued, wed be going nowhere. After that was done, Mr. Hills decided he wanted to hear the guys side of the story. But, there was one problem. He wanted to hear the story by himself and it was hard figuring out how to separate us. It was like a game of crossing the river with the fox, hen, and egg. Grant and I couldnt be together. because hed definitely try to start something with me. Grant and Eric couldnt be together because no doubt they were going to start fighting again. So, in the end, it was decided that Eric and I would wait outside and Grant would be the first to speak with Mr. Hills. After that, Mr. Hills would give me a late pass and I would be able to go to class while Eric got his turn afterwards. Eric and I were seated outside the main office on a single wooden bench. I chose to sit as far away from Eric as humanely possible. I was inches from the edge and had to hold on to the arm to keep myself from sliding off. Eric sighed deeply and lowered his body to rest his head against the back of the bench. He began to softly hit the wall with the back of his head. I couldnt stand the silence between us and I still needed answers to the questions that were swimming around in my head. What was the need- I started and at the same time Eric said, Im sorry. I sighed this time and turned my head towards him. For what? I wanted to know. For getting you in trouble. Im sure youve never even had to step inside the Principles office in your whole life before today. he muttered. Vice Principle, I felt the need to correct. And I actually have. In the fifth grade after I got third place in the yearly Spelling Bee, I came to collect my reward. God, I sound like such a huge nerd, I groaned to myself. Why cant I just know when to stop? Jeez- us! Eric smiled. Thats cool. Why does he keep saying that? Its not cool! I complained to myself. I noticed that when Eric smiled, that the skin around his lips cracked and a small trickle of blood started pouring out. Your mouth is bleeding. I stated simply. Is it? he pressed a finger to his lower lip and held it for two seconds before bringing it back in front of his face. Hmm. I suppose it is. I sighed in exasperation. What was the need to do all that, anyway? Eric swung his head at me and I noticed his features changing. He was growing angry again. I could hope at the time that he wouldnt strike out on me as well. How long has it been? Eric scrunched his eyebrows. Huh? What do you mean? How long have you been bullied or made fun of like that? I froze. Not many people saw Grant and others like him as bullies. What they did were just harmless jokes and friendly taunting; it didnt mean anything. I gulped and whispered, Six. Years. Eric shut his eyes. So since you were eight years old. Right? Yeah. I heard my voice cracking and no doubt Eric did too. And has anyone ever stood up for you? Or made them stop? I wanted to say: yes, that Niya did stand up for me, that Niya did make them stop. But, that was only half the truth. More than a few times she would join them in laughing along and jeering them on. I shook my head. Not really. I finally answered. Thats why. Eric opened his eyes and searched my face. I bit down on my lip to keep a sob from escaping and blinked rapidly to keep the tears in. The door across from us open and Mr. Hills poked his head out. Lets go, Eric. And here you are, Callista. I got up and took the note Mr. Hills held in his extended hand. I gave one last fleeting look at Eric as he strode back into Mr. Hills room with his head held high and his shoulders tense. ►♥◄ I didnt see Eric again until the next day at lunch. Grant was absent for the day, but from Niya, I heard he got in trouble with his parents for fighting at school even though he wasnt the one who started it. Niya was beyond pissed and disliked Eric even more now. The only reason she put up with him was because of me - or so she said. I hadnt looked at Eric the whole period; I was still wary of him because of yesterday. He was such a complex guy and I shouldnt get mixed up with him - Niyas words, not mine. But, there was just something about him that wouldnt let me forget him. Maybe it was the fact that he was so nurturing and cared so much about me. Or maybe it was the fact that he was so different from anyone else Ive ever met. But, I liked who he was and there was nothing he or anyone else could say or do to make me stop. But, I like him, Niya, I heard myself saying. And I want to be with him. Like really be with him. Aw, Calli, Im so proud of you! Niya clapped her hands and smiled broadly. Huh? I thought shed be upset and start cursing Eric out or something. I didnt think shed be so ecstatic. Youre finally moving on! That reminded me of the one problem that came with hanging out with Eric though. Dylan. But, what am I going to do about Dylan? You know how he feels about me and its not the same as the way Eric does. I said. Just get him alone then, Niya shrugged. She grinned all of a sudden. And then confess your undying love for him! I gave her an are-you-serious look. Come on, Niya, this is important! She huffed. I know, I know. Ugh, theres always something or the other wrong when it comes to you. I tried not to let her words hurt me and focused on the task at hand. Theres no way I can ever get him alone, I explained. Theyre both in the same class and like best friends. I bet it practically tore his soul apart when Eric joined me for lunch yesterday instead of being with him. Niya giggled. See, this is why I told you not to get all hung up on Dylan in the first. Hes got a real thirst for man-bananas! Niya! I scolded, but I still couldnt help laughing along with her. After our laughter had subsided, Niya sighed and looked at me sadly. But, you are in quite a predicament. she said to me. I lowered my eyes. Maybe I should just stay away from him. I mean, its bad enough that Erics a bit weird and hes not like the other guys - no doubt hell change over time though - whats worse is that Dylan hates me enough and I dont want to give him anymore reasons to dislike me farther, Niya opened her mouth to say something, when I cut in again. And plus, Dylans probably been telling Eric all kinds of things about me. In a few days time, Eric wont even be able to recognize me anymore. And I rather live with the fact that I let go of Eric, instead of the other way around. I was so tired of it being the other way around. Niya jumped up and walked around the table, stopping next to me. Are you seriously going to let go of the... best guy thats ever gone to Clovesroad just because his best friend doesnt want him to be around you?! she sputtered. I gaped up at her. I thought Niya didnt like Eric, so where was all this coming from? Yeah, I know hes not the greatest guy and he did beat up poor Grant and didnt get suspended for it or in trouble or anything, but its not like Grant didnt deserve it and if he makes you happy, then thats the perfect reason for me to like him. Yeah, Grant was being stupid and I regret not stopping him, but you shouldnt let Eric go just cause hes got a little temper problem. He hit Grant and risked suspension for you, Callista, and if thats not a guy worth keeping, then I dont know what is. I get all that, Niya, but... I stood up myself, so I wouldnt have to keep looking up at her while she spoke. I was already living in her shadows; this was just too much. But, Dylans not gonna let me anywhere near Eric! You dont know that! Niya threw her hands up in the air. You could be wrong and just over thinking and-! I know Im right, Niya! And you know this too! How? Because this has already happened countless times before! Dylan hates me! Half that class hates me! Most of this whole school hates me! You might as well start hating me now too. I knew it was silly to think that the whole world was out to get me, but it wasnt like I was just saying it to be over dramatic. I had experience and had proof that it was true. Life was bad for me and things hardly ever went my way. My chin quivered and I felt my eyes welling up. Ive cried in front of Niya only one - and a half - times and it was a horrible event I didnt want to go back to. So, before the first tear drop could fall, I spun around and ran away from her. I speed walked past Eric and Dylans table. I tried to keep my head down and not make eye-contact with either one of them. But through my hair, I caught both their expressions. Erics was a happy one with his usual smile, while Dylans was a confused one with scrunched up eyebrows and a frown. I didnt want to know the reason behind his facial expressions and just kept on moving. I walked out of the cafeteria and towards the girls bathroom. I picked the last stall and locked the door, sliding down to the floor. This was my usual thinking spot when I was in school and I had a lot of thinking to do that day. A/N: Ooh, what do you think is gonna happen next??? What do you think Callista is going to do about Eric and Dylan? What do you think Niya is going to do about Dylan? And when do you think Im going to post the next ch.? Ahh, just keep on thinking. Maybe the answers will come to you in some form or maybe youll just have to keep waiting till I post the next chapter. Happy reading! =) chapter 6 loading ………
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