chronic pain its not just pain its frustration sadness anxiety depression worry emptiness anger its wondering if it will really be 4ever . its askin ur self how youll keep paying bills meds .... its missing the past. barely floating in the present and dreading the future its feelin different every moment of ur life. its feelin dependant on so many things - and hatin it - ( people circumstances medicines an even on sheer of luck ) withstanding mockery blame criticism get up in the morning face an other day of uncertainty .. do it with a fake smilke on ur face or at least with less tears as possible
Posted on: Tue, 23 Sep 2014 20:10:14 +0000