...going to be honest. this year was shit. i lost a lot of people i really wish i hadnt. i didnt apologize when i shouldve and i let a lot of people down.. some great frienships ended because of it. I realized a lot of my friends up north i thought would always be there for me as i had been for them.. just werent.. i wasnt worth a day of their time and i got tired of trying to make friendships work when not even said day of their time could be spared to see me for the short week and a half i was there.. i lost a dear friend that made me feel comfortable in a place that i felt nothing more but an outcast..a friend who taught me how to have fun in the very band we formed... a friend who taught me a very important lesson after such a tragic experience... forgive and forget. i lost a mother figure. a mother figure i looked up to for years. a mother figure that invited me in her family as one of her crazy obnoxious children...i fit perfectly. thats a feeling i had never felt until she said welcome to the kurtz family ...now after all of that stupid, unfair, crushing bull shit that has happened to me, and those who surround me that i like to call my friends...im STILL smiling... were all STILL smiling. laughing as a matter of fact! we wiped our god damn tears from our faces flipped off death and laughed at him. a lot of good happened in 2014. this was my bands peak year, i got to hang with my loyal Washington friends again, i fell in love...hard. but, the thing i will always think back on... wondering what was the best part of 2014. well, its simple. i have never felt this close to any of my friends ever. through every loss we were drawn closer to each other, yes each loss was beyond unfortunate...unfair and unwanted seem close but its still no cigar. but, 2014 was a year for bonding and growing emotionally with the people that i love the most. so give yourselves a round of applause a pat on the back and a high five. because all of you successfully saved a life without even knowing it...mine. And i cant thank you all enough. heres to another year of flipping off death and never forgetting about what the most important thing is in a world filled with so much hate... LOVE.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 20:34:43 +0000
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