https://youtube/watch?v=WO0keYA21oII know Ive made many many mistakes, still making them. Making a lot of the same mistakes and more to come. Ive done a lot of thinking and ive hated myself all of my life because its been stuck in my head that I cant do anything about it. Im always finding my sub conscience giving me an intervention for my careless being. Theres been a lot of tears, the pain is always almost unbearable because of the guilt I feel for putting myself in these situations and having to put my head down as I ask forgiveness and beg for what is necessary for me to move on with my life and just when you start to believe im doing something right I let you down. Im sorry to the people ive let down in my past, i dont mean to. I guess im just so used to that unconditional love and I never let go of that when my mother died, no matter how inconsiderate, selfish and unreliable I was she always had me under her wing. I just want everyone to know that im doing the best with what Ive got and thank you everyone that has stood by me when i felt like giving up on myself. I love you all, you have helped me one way or another. Annette Randall Wilkinson James Kirk Wilkinson James E. Randall Paw Paw Rock Hudson Cade Randall Logan Hudson Crystal Randall LeBlanc
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 00:06:40 +0000