https://youtube/watch?v=g1j1qwQQ8-Q Bonfire revelations of tonight.......thinking about how I felt just over two years ago and where we all are now........thinking of all those people who work and work and work to be able to say that they are going to leave a home, property, shares etc to their children. Maybe, if I had trusted myself earlier, maybe if someone had told me it was ok to believe in myself sooner, I might have been able to one day leave that kind of thing to Jesykah, Ahren, and Ashleigh, but what ifs and whinging get us nowhere, and although I would love to leave them those things, isnt it better this way? After all we have been through, and knowing now that I will never own my own home or be financially secure, isnt it better that I can leave them a legacy of knowing they are loved, valued, unique, special, that they have many things to offer this world and that they have a mother who will never ever put them down or turn her back on them? I have seen so many children who have it all - materially, but who dont feel loved or validated. What good is it to leave your children the family home if the memories that home holds haunt them so that they must sell it, and then the money haunts them until they have to gamble it away, p it up a wall or shoot it up their arm to drown the memories for a little while? I may not be able to leave things to my kids, instead I will leave them the world, and all it can offer to those who dare to spread their wings and fly. Dean, you are the one who has shown me this and more, thank you, I can now look forward to many more years on this earth, rather than wishing for ways to leave it, I have a life now, one that I can enjoy and be proud of
Posted on: Sat, 21 Jun 2014 12:17:12 +0000
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