https://youtube/watch?v=gCn2QxYtV_Y So ok, you all know I dont believe in coincidence & that everything happens for a reason. Lately Ive been thinking and dreaming about my dad, and Ive been uber depressed and crying a lot in private. Well, tonight I broke down in the bar, bawled my eyes out for a few minutes and tried to get myself together before I had to sing. It was because a girl in the bar sang this song karaoke. Id never heard it before, and there I am, wearing my dads ashes around my neck, staring at the screen, reading the lyrics, and of course thinking about the perminant DLG tattooed on my neck (Daddys Little Girl), and ALL I can think about is how much I want him back, and how every damn lyric in this whole song is the story of my life & I felt like my heart was being ripped out with a dull spoon. Still, I believe it happened for a reason. So what did I do? Did I tell hubby I wanted to go home & cry my eyes out in private until I felt too sick to cry anymore? No. I sat there and took it like a champ and cried right at the damn bar until I was done crying, then I walked over to the girl who sang the song & thanked her for singing it and introduced her to my dad. (I did my best Billy Jack Souza lol) Im pretty proud of myself. Course then I had to go home & find it on you tube & listen to it again and bawl my friggin eyes out....what can I say....Im a masochistic bastard sometimes.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 05:34:40 +0000
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