i dont know maby im nit good anough for you...or my family...or my friends..or even myself...i feel like im being sufficated qith emptyness drowning in sorrow and theres no way i can get out...i fake a smile share a giggle and tell everyone im fine..BUT IM NOT il continue this life just as i have been living it il continue to fake what happyness i should havve to cover the depression thats actuly there.from time to time i just feel empty like iv lost myself and i no linger have control.i cry every day thats normal for me but today i had a full blown break down to qhere i wanna shut down..and for no reason it just happend...i want to fix me i want this emptyness to go away i want just a shred or normalness to be placed apon my body and lift my spirtits..cleanse my soul..but that wont ever happen because no matter what anyone thi ks to me im always just gonna be a worthless mistake...
Posted on: Mon, 05 Aug 2013 13:00:51 +0000
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