i got something i wanna say. i was just chatin it up with a friend across the pond,yeah i got friends, well i was asking her if she could keep an eye out over there for any leads on volunteer oranizations etc. well we got done and i wanted to let her know how i could virtually go tommorrow if need be. but i said"by the way i have no kids no es wives no current wives pretty much no baggage what so ever." now when i was singlin ladi datti it hit me how pittyful that must of sounded to her. but i see good and bad. I love kids i really do hell im just a big one myself. i dont know why i didnt have any it sure wasnt for lack of trying. but it wasnt ment to be,i know acouple reasons funny guys but not those. i love talking with kids spending time and such. i know if i would of had a kid way back when i definatly would not be this person here today. I would never let my child want or need for anything period. so with what was as close as i can imagine was her trying to take my dog when we broke. wasnt happening or if it did over my dead body. imagine how i would react if i was involved in areal custody battle gtfooh. so in a nut shell id a loved to had some baggage just didnt work out. i except that mabe in future i can find a family that would love to have bill step in. if not thats cool to i am happy always have been,except when medicated,always will be. i embrase my different ness from society i no longer care that people may think im weird cause i speak from heart first then brain second. just need ed t get that out much better now
Posted on: Sat, 27 Jul 2013 18:06:39 +0000