i know it wont be seen by who i want it to be seen by, but im venting so please excuse me..why should i give a rats ass that someone that i have no association with is in the hospital????? l nearly died 3 xs, had a major heart attack, had to have stints put in to make my heart work, and had to learn to walk all over again..but did U freaking call the family to let them know??? no.. did u come to see me at all in the 6 months i was ill, and having all my problems?? no...did u call to let us know that blood family was having problems??? no..but u call to let us oh wait to let jerry know that someone that has nothing to do with us, is having problems..maybe i sound heartless but i have had it with family that is backstabbing, wants us to bend over backwards to kiss there ass, take on there responsibilites, but give no help when it was needed, not once, not twice, but 4 times because u didnt want to do it..but then take them bk in and talk trash about us, when we helped and it put strains on us, but yet when we ask for help, the door slams in our face..we have invited ur family to dinner, out to dinner, family time and usually its said yes we will be there and then never show up..and not even a freaking phone call..oh yea the big thing that bugs me the most is when we took on ur responsibilities, u were calling everyday to see how they were, but after that, did u call everyday to just talk and see how we were?? nope..and y would u delete me, family from ur friends list, when all i have done is treated u with kindness, respect and love..i know that i am not ur ideal family member and that it makes some mad that i could not have children with jerry, but really?? was it necessary for someone to tell him that he should have gotten a girlfriend on the side, got her pregnant, while being married to me?? yea that has bothered me for years...i will problely end up getting slack from family over this, and jerry will take the brunt of it, but for 7 years, i have tried to be a good family memeber, include everyone in our lives, love and respected u..but all i have gotten in return is lies, backstabbing, and made to feel like an outsider..my daughters have never been accepted, and neither have i..i love jerry..jerry is who i marred..not u and urs..so yea, i hope u do see it, and i hope u know that this is all towards u, and as my daughter would say i hope ur made brah
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 23:23:15 +0000
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