i look in the mirror and ask myself is this it for me. being raised in a house hold where i had a mother as a provider. seeing my father drinking his life away. seeing him go through my mothers purse when he was high off dope. i ask myself is this all my life is? is this it for me? being in a relationship where i loved and was not loved in return. where i was giving all i had to give and he was giving his all to other women. wanting to be the only one when deep down i knew there had to be someone else. seeking something that i never really had i ask myself is this all my life is? is this it for me? when my life was going in a downward spiral when i had walked into my lovers house to find another woman lying in the bed we always made love in. to start dating someone else just to get the thought of him out of my mind. for this new guy to use me and abuse me by hurting my physical and breaking my mental i ask myself is this all my life is? is this it for me? when you say enough is enough and somethings gotta give…your going to want a change your going to leave your negativity in the past along with all the hurt and wrong. when others look down upon you your gonna keep your head help up high no more wondering what could be no more shoulda coulda wouldas so now when i look in the mirror and i ask myself is this all my life is? is this it for me? i know god has so much more in store. my story is my testimony and my future is still being written this is far from the end. and only the beginning
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 03:46:41 +0000
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