i miss my little cunt the last two years i was going though the hardest time in my life. seperating from the mother of my dauter and with it lose a lost of time with my little mouse. geting kicked out of my gallery. some financial shit as well and in this starting with the biggest project of my life. building up psyland under time presure and under the most intense financial stress i ever was. i was working so much that i almost lost my full energy within. in all the last year there was only one big point who keeped me over the water. and it was my wife. i was not double think any crazy big decicions, because i had her in my back and was feeling i can do anything with her support and with someone believe so much in me. she was a big point why i got that way. why i get a own place and build something like psyland. why i had the power to even think about and create something we have done. especialy my art, tatuing itself. was still gived me so much because of how exited she was about my art. i know how influenced i was from here and how much i influenced her art and life as well. this was keep my work still on a level that i was still exploring new stuff and was creative and full of the motivation to create something new out of it. she helped me to push my limits. think difrent and bigger as i ever planed to be. i want say thank you for that. i want that you know how much you was give me and im sorry of how i was. as i told befor i need a break now from tating and will stop soon. i dont know yet how long it will. and what exactly will happen. i maybe will just finsih all started stuff someday or i will find a way that it get finished. right now i dont know much. i try hard to keep my art and myself alive and find my new way. there will be always ways for peoples who like my art to support me and help me, but maybe not with tatuing anymore. as art was always what i was i stand Now at a point to not know myself anymore. i lost my path. i always feelt lonely in this world and in my mind. and once i found a soulmate to go though it. life was maybe not right in time. and i am the one i am and never was knowing to let someone close into my heart. i hate peoples and i hate all behind..... thank you for all. for let me make stuff i was not dreaming from befor. i hope one day you give me another chance and let me help you as you have done it for me. i love you. and you will be always deep into my heart and my mind. thank you
Posted on: Sun, 27 Apr 2014 10:44:01 +0000
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