i was once told it was a blessing to be thankful for that four months of my life are gone. oh? god, who is said to be infinite in all things has such bad aim that the first three months before the hospital are gone along with the one month in the hospital. my first memory is waking up from surgery; all the time i was upside down filled with vitamin k to purge the cummin from my system is gone. which is all consistent with the type of stroke i suffered with no bringing in anything supernatural. no pain would have been involved since the brain has no direct nerve endings. why the blessing? about thirty years ago i broke a leg, which hurt, a lot. where was god to give me some blessed relief for that? and in 2009 my gall bladder failed, which also hurt. where was god for that? god only bothers to show himself when he is not needed? what use is that? i was once told my problem was expecting a supernatural outcome. well, duh. was a talking snake supernatural? was a rain of burning ice supernatural? was parting the red sea supernatural? was changing water into wine supernatural? how hard, in comparison, would it be to repair me so i could avoid sitting for hours in my own excrement?
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 09:56:51 +0000
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