i wouLd Like to think i dont have to deaL with this for the rest of my Life.. reLive the mistakes ive made. No matter how good my days are or was i am stiLL that person.. that person with that dark spot on their souL who is reminded of this decay every waking moment. The pain is indescribabLe. i guEss just imagine taking everything you ever beLieved in or Loved and changing it. imagine twisting your beLiefs so much that you dont even reaLize the change untiLL it has aLready broken you. Putting things back together becomes nearLy impossibLe and the shards are so sharp and fragiLe that NOT ONLY do you cut yourseLf during attempted repairs, but the pieces break off inside your fLesh and STAY THERE.. i dont want to accept the fact that my mistake has changed the person i beLieved i was and am today. But i guess thats where i get to bite the buLLet. PLEASE make decisions wiseLy. They arent worth the torture or the time in pergatory you spend trying to fix it.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 00:25:12 +0000
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