idle teen- I really love my blond wig, though I only wear it when Im alone. Sometimes, I go outside for a few minutes, to feel adored maybe. When I eat calorie-filled desserts, I cant help but throw it up. I would hate to become fat again. Well, I made a big mistake the other day, something I couldnt really talk about. Ive gotten so sick of my familys religion that I just sort of staged a rebellious fire and burnt the book of god. Do I regret it? Entirely so, when I self loathe at night, it always runs through my head like a never-ending athlete in a marathon. When theres no one home, I tend to sing, or feel suicidal, depends on the day. I regret losing my innocence mostly. In a way, its ruined me to an extent. I just wish I could have been that beautiful blond beauty queen, sitting on stage while they set a sparkling crown on my head. But we all know thatll never happen, not the way I am, not the way Ill always be.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 05:17:17 +0000
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