im a 19 year old girl and I feel lost. Im doubting everything in my life. I dont know who I am or what I want to become. My school friends the ones I thought Id never lose..awel madkhlna el gam3a we went our separate ways. The one friend who got me had a boyfriend and he was her priority and our friendship wasnt important to her anymore. whats funny however is en I realized en my friends are so shallow and that having a good life meant having all the guys to like you, meant having to look perfect inorder to impress others guys or girls. I believed that we all love getting the attention of others..but is this what life is about? why cant we just be happy with the people we have around who love and care for us so deeply? why do we always seek more? My boyfriend who made me forget about the world, who promised me a happily ever after.Left me. how? ending it by sending me a whats app text. Yes we were going through a rough patch but he couldve fought for me. el fekra en ever since he keeps coming around and giving me hope that we will get back together but then he walks away again..I tell myself everytime that I will not get weak the next time, however I do. because I really love him. and I do know he loves me too hes just not ready for a serious rs. He wants to have fun and live his life. I know youre probably thinking he dosent love me but if you saw us together youd know what I mean. Im not what you call a social person..im really shy and it takes me a while to get used to people and I dont let people in quickly...sometimes I tell myself I can be by myself I dont need anyome around but really thats a lie. how do I figure my lfie out? How can I be happy with my life again? and how do I know who to let into my life and who to block? How can I tell if the guy whos promising me the world, is willing to keep his promise? Thanks alot.
Posted on: Sun, 07 Sep 2014 19:56:11 +0000
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