im be completely honest with everyone. i really miss my dad my heart has been aching so badly since he died you know you argue you fight everyone does sometimes you may even loose family from it. but when you loose a loved one family is real important in your time of need.my dad had alot of family he didnt think would care a hell of beans for him but you know what alot of family showed up for support of him an for dads passing we thank each of them for it because we really need the support tomorrow will be a week dad passed the pain is still there inside i grew up in gulfport with my brother kevin at malleys trailer park my brother was very sick had a rare blood disease in fact i lost two brothers to this disease.it was hard on us when he passed away i remember dad asking if i was ok cause i was crying i told him yes i wasnt crying cause of kevin i was crying cause my legs hurt well truthfully i was crying cause of kevin i never told dad.we later moved to waveland where i lived with mom and dad as the only child we lived in shoreline park i rode on the back of the lawnmower fell off my flip flops got caught under the mower blades dad was so upset he thought my feet got chopped off. another time i was playing like i was driving our car it was an old vega i ran into the house with the car. didnt hurt either one but dad didnt whip me for it when i should have gotten a spanking he was worried about me to much. then there was this time i dad just got a motorcycle went riding on it i had told him warned him about those german shepards on the back road where i rode my bike to my friends house.he said it would be ok .well those german shepards came out he hit it with the bike by accident flew into the air about 20 or 30 feet landed on the hard ground those dogs tore him up.i thought i lost dad then.we have alot of memories of dad i used to love playing school bus when i was little he had one of those volkswagon buses i loved it. i used to love going fishing with dad except all we ever caught was those electric eels boy those thing can light up a fishing pole an sting badly.it was bring your child to work day i went to work with him hi never knew the cargo area was huge in those ships.while still living in waveland i wanted a horse well he and uncle jeff got me one the way to bring it home was put it in the back of a 65 mustang but they brougt it home to me. i t got loose i was scared i would loose my horse being only 6years old not knowing any better i held onto the leash of my horse let it drag me around on the gravel road i know now that wasnt a smart thing to do. well dad sold the horse after that cause he just knew his baby girl was going to get hurt or killed on day protecting that old pony. we moved to gulfport where we lived on 19 th street dad just bought me a new bike i used to ride everyday to the library an to boyce hollimans office where he was teaching me law . i left my bike behind one of the cedar trees went inside for a snack an some water came out it was gone dad was upset mad cause he bought me this bike.we rode into town one day there was my bike we called th cops they told us we couldnt do anything about it even though we had the paper work long story short when the cop left we took my bike home. we moved again on 44th street in gulfport as well as several other places we moved around like we where military but you know what we always had a roof over our heads. its true my dad beat me and mom its true he ran around with alot of women but you know what he always kept care of us he always came back to mom all that bad stuff doesnt matter now . cause we forgave him cause he got right with God an told us how bad he felt for all the wrong he has done. dad wasnt perfect no one is to be truthful we all have our faults but what matters is you learn to forgive an love them any ways.his brother dean was one who was told about dads illness he may not make it out the hospital .he said well i m busy painting a room. he never showed up. you know its ok as well as aunt helen she sick she chooses not to do things to get better or move around she never showed up either.then there was his niece selena who showed up while on his death bed told him she forgave him for what he done to her when she was younger truth is he never did her any wrong then my father passed away she started the drama with us. when loved ones passed away you dont want to hear anything negatives about their loved ones .but you know God has away of dealing with this. i loved my dad i know he wasnt perfect but im remembering all the good times he had with us like goign to flint creek the zoo riding around looking at junk cars.i treasure all the times i had with him rather they where good or bad. i didn t get to spend much time with him because he moved to south carolina terry and i drove for knight then for crete trucking every chance we got we would get a route to go see him. even though one time it cost us an out of route fee of 300 for fuel we didnt care cause it was for dad so we could see him he moved back down here in aug i made the trip down here with him . so i spend 3 and half months visiting with my father. i was really hoping he would been here longer than what he was because i feel it wasnt enough time spent with him. he often told us he would nt be here for Christmas i said dad you will be just fine truth is he knew he knew more than he told us he knew God was sending him rather we was reading for him to leave are not. he left us 12/11/2014. i dont care what anyone has to say but he was my daddy he was the best dad i could ever ask for. im very proud to have been able to meet him on nov 5 1971.dad i know you been sending signs to us letting you know you are here i just would love to see your face smiling at us be able to talk to you again.when ever you want to send us another sign you go ahead an do it cause we are waiting and watching know i loveyou to the moon back and beyond im goign to take me a trip to waveland soon just so i can relive those old memories na try to heal my broken hard dad where ever you are in heaven know i love you you took my heart with you ok one day when its time for me to go im look for you to open your arms an take me with you ok ilove you may you rest in peace the memories never leave us .Love your daughter Rachel McIntyre forever i loveyou/Michael ray Robinson 09/19/1947-12/11/2014 gone but never will be forgotten
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 02:11:47 +0000
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