im in my own personal battle I war against my heart and mind ... such a beautiful person I am .... these scars havent faded with time Suited and booted from head to toe Untouchable unlovable just cant let anyone close This pretty face is my illusion that hides whats deep within .this isnt a plea for help.... im not reaching out for a friend I manage pretty well .. thank you..oh by the way how have YOU been? I smile, I encourage, I walk others thru their fears All the while mine pile up under a heap of tears Chin up chest out hold your head up dear You deserve better -your worth is greater -his loss -go home and hug your kids All the while im drowning my heart is hurting it bleeds from within my personal battle between my heart and mind been fighting a long time when will it end The abuse, the molestation, the rape, two kids, a failed marriage, the married man on and off for years, the ones I left confused and caused tears, the addiction, the addict, and that last man I loved for years.... All have done circle around my heart and my mind just cant erase these tears Give it to God place your baggage at his feet..simple and easly visioned for anyone screaming let me be free But see my Mind is deeper than anyone can see its troubled distorted and sees things differently. ..somedays im enprisoned by my thoughts and some days im free as can be Such a beautiful person I am i hope you can see. ... I still carry scars that havent faded within me ~latrice
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 07:43:55 +0000