im still inlove with you and i guess by me telling you this im syco. i miss you so much and ill be here for you for anything you need. im sorry i cant help my feelings and im sorry it bothers you when i say how i fell. im sorry i was never good enough for you and im not attractive enough. im sorry i hurt you but most of all im sorry im me. ive tryed for the last year and 6 months to pretend i dont feel the way i do or pretend these feeling arent real. i try so hard to move on but moving on isnt what i want. i cant force myself to get over you. you everything that means anything. i honestly feel like ill die alone. theres noone who shines like you do and can make any bad situation good. i guess i got to stomach how i feel and be happy that your happy. even though it tears me up inside out because i wasnt able to do it for you. im sorry you wasted your time with a pieace of shit who wont be shit. but your such an amazing person and a great mom. the way you carry yourself and how headstrong you are. god i wish i could be the reason you smile. or someone you thought about. i wish i still could see how beautiful youd look in that white dress. i wish we could have that house with our white fence and live in dream land. i wish i could lay me head in your lap at the end of the day and feel like im safe and loved.
Posted on: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 01:39:00 +0000
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