im up thanking god for another day..another day to see where today takes me..cant sleep my kids stay on my mind..wondering bout my keonna hoping she ok n dne healed...kagen..nehimiah..man i hope yall come around..sha n corrien..i dnt want my boyz to feel like i do when they old enough to realize what pain is.. imma dad that wanna be there...yall dnt knw how it feels to completely have not a soul..a dad you being knwing but does nothing at all for his son..it hurts me cause i dont want them growing up hating me cause i aint neva got to walk them in da park or anything...really i might as well be dead to them..this been da hardést 7 years of my life..it even hurts more cause my mom was hoping to see them while she was on her death bed..it hurts alot cause it feels weird to have kids i aint never seen..whatever happened when i was 19 and 20 years old im sorry. aint it been enough punishment for me..i need my kids in my life..this is killing me deeply..its starting to hurt worser n worser..10 000 dollaz behind on child support..i cnt catch up for nothing..i got put on child support while i was locked up for 2 years behind 6 grand when i got out and i dnt get to see kagen.. cant even get a fresh start..aint neva had a income tax..sha stole 280 frm me bout a month ago..my car note..whîch was tooken because òf it..man y is ÿou doing this dumb stuff..gne steal my money n leave then bring da pòlice back with you cause you knw u was wrng..man you my child mother y would you make me out of us enemy..da whole lil three days 4 took care of of you n my son..it was nice to be around him even though it was a short time but i enjoÿed every moment..took from me n u tell me i cant see him never..i just cant let that ride..anÿway its a blessing to knw no matter what n no matter how long it takes imma be waiting on my boys..if its dat much hate toward me i apologze..da college dayz was wild.. yeah im not finacially able to do alot but i got plenty of luv for all 3 of mine..is it really dat for me not to have seen him
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 11:31:08 +0000
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