*insert17* after taking a shower i heard my phone ringing so i quickly wrapped myself with a towel and went to get it,i didnt even check who it was i just answer me:low on the line please talk to me there was silence me:eeehhh hellloooo i said talk to me him:low(sad voice) me:who is this?? Him:its...its... Me:tshepo...o batlang??wana tell me of how much of a whore i am again?? Him:no no not at all look i just wanted to say im sorry me:you are sorry??for what?for calling me a whore?? Huh?? No tell me akere i am a whore and you supreme master tee akere you already told me and last time i checked you didnt have time for whores,am i wrong?? Him:no low look i really am sorry i just got jealous and you know ive got this split second temper so i just said things i didnt mean me:you need help and you know what??i dont think i can ever trust you again cause you just tore my heart to pieces and you didnt wana listen to me...you didnt even want to believe me sooo i dont think id want to hang with such him:low dont talk like that i...(sniffs)...i really love you and i cant help but get jealous me:are you crying?? Him:no im not i just have a runing nose i think i have sinuses me:oh what ever man (i hung up) he sent me a text saying he wants to meet me tomorrow afterschool cause theres something he needs to show me...should i??should i not??oh no i want to meet him but at the same time i dont,so what am i going to do??this is so hard.not because i am angry buh because i dont know what i want anymore I got into my pjs then did my homework,my mom walked in me;hey mom(fakes a smile) you do know that there is a term called knocking and that if you put it to practice its called manners her:oh shut up this is my house me:your house my room remember?? her:oh so you now know how to back chat huh??osole mosadi wena(you are now a woman)...wai kutlwa neh(you feeling yourself?? I gave her a death stare..she poked me me;ouch what was that for?? Her:ke bua le wena(i am talking to you) me:mama mara ke yentse eng hle haka shapa motho mos joale why ong komanya what did i so do wrong(mom what did i do,i didnt beat up anyone so why are you shouting at me) her:whats your problem huh??ha re sa o bona katlung(we dont see you in this house nowadays)...o dula oi patile ka kamoreng doing God knows what,ene hape osoi pona ole mosadi ka tlung ka mona keng bothata bahao??wa jola??hmmm oso robala le banna??(you always hiding in your room doing God knows what,and you think your a woman now neh!what is your problem,are you dating??are you sleeping around with men??) Tears started to build up in my eyes and one flowed down my cheek me:mara haka yetsa nex(i didnt do anything) hle ive just been busy and if there is anything i did wrong kopa tswarello(please forgive me) her:mara tell me then...ose o jola nah??(are you dating) Me:no hake jole(i am not dating) the thought of what tshepo said replayed in muh mind and i started crying again her:relebohile bothata keng(whats your problem) me:ma your shouting at me and accusing me of things i dont do mama that hurts coming from you cause you know me better than anyone katlung her:you are just like your father me:well forgive me for inheriting his genes but God planned it like that not me(i wiped my tears) her:ae watseba keng o yang nyontsha(you know what you disgust me) you talk too much and you think you better than anyone and i hate that i really do nxa oh and dont you dare answer me cause otherwise o tlang tseba nxaaa,dinner will be ready soon me:im not hungry i looked at my books her:mxm(she walked out) what did i do now who have i wronged??my life is just filled with unanswered questions and i doubt they will ever be answered...at this point and time i just felt like the world was closing in on me and the people i trust and love most are just against me in every way possible buh hey i am not one to play pity party,as for tshepo i do not know what ima do he just made my day miserable and in a way i wanted to forgive him and get over this and what did i ever do to my mom hleng??i just hate breathing #help
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 11:34:26 +0000
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