just a few... Ive been thinking too much lately... Im accustomed to thinking, but sometimes, all the thoughts Ive bottled up inside forms a nuclear time bomb, ready to blow my sanity to pieces ... I just have to get a few things out of my system so I could go back to working properly... Things i want to say to no one in particular, to everybody in general, tosome people specifically, to myself, and just for the heck of it: - I do not have the answer to everything. You can consult me anytime, I just hope youre not asking for anything in return. I would give you something if I could, but Im sorry if sometimes I just cant. - Tell me what I NEED to hear, not what you think I WANT to hear. The truth hurts, I know. But believe me, I can handle the truth. And in the really slight chance that I cant, thats my problem. I will not hold anyone responsible if I ever flip out just because Im told about something that I cant take. - Stop worrying about certain stuff. People probably dont care as much. Or maybe they do, but it will never last as long as you think it will. Fret for a while, then forget absolutely. - Figure it out. What you see on the outside may or may not be whats really going on inside. Take the chance to confirm your suspicions. They may be well-grounded. - I sometimes do not know what I want. So, forgive me for being fickle, I cant help it. If you really want me to make up my mind immediately, dont offer me options. Better yet, make me want whatever it is youre proposing. If I cant make up my mind, it only means two things: 1) I seriously do not know what I want; and, 2) I know what I want but I just dont wanna say it. - I do things because I want to, not because I have to. I did what I could. (Read between the lines. Reflect on this if necessary.) - All it needs is a little push. Learn to negotiate. - There will be times when I seem hostile. Youre not imagining it. Im really feeling hostile. However, this is just a phase. Stay away from me for the meantime if you do not want to see/hear me do/say something you and I will regret later. You would be surprised at the things I would do just to spite you. - There is this phase in every relationship where I feel like Ive had enough of you. You may not feel it, but I very much do. Stick with me on this and we can ride it out. - I would very much like to care, but sometimes the things you say/do just do not appeal to my interest. Dont hold it against me. I will listen/tolerate whatever it is, but do not expect me to share your sentiment for the matter. - Youre just being paranoid. Or maybe youre not. - Guilt trips are NEVER cool! - Say it out loud! I cannot read youre mind. However, I expect you to read mine. Not fair? Thats life. - Tell people where they stand with you. - If you have anything to say about me, discuss it with me first before discussing it with other people. - NO means yes. NO means no. - Minimize misinterpretations. Be clear with what you say and do. - Try, even if it seems you would fail. It just seems. - Stop being afraid!!!!!!!! *sigh* I dont know what more to say...
Posted on: Mon, 19 May 2014 16:35:32 +0000