just been asked by a person who i quite dislike how my family is... i must admit it made me think lol. i have 2 brothers and 2 sisters. do i know how they are???? i actualy have no idea. i just assume all is good with them. now that also works on the opposite side, if they were to be asked how i was ?? would they be just assuming im ok? as to state i or they knew would be wrong of us. i genuinly have no idea and i stated that. because i had no idea they assumes id fell out with my family lmfao, just because ive never been close with my family people assume some shite lol. and its those assumptious things why i dislike them and why i removed myself from my family. not that i dont love them but was for the best all round. but brings to mind if anything was to happen to me or them how exactly would the other know?? simple i have family i respect here on facebook. funny how assumptions make people think they know the whole story but actualy no idea. a little like me lol. my family could only assume they know me but genuinly have no idea of who i am only who i was. but ye friends of present only know me for who i am and not was.... actualy quite scary to think about, but this explains why i dont get emotionaly attached to people, items, posessions, and many other things. would i ever like to be close to my family?? probably not..... as they are 2 different worlds the family thing is something i cant understand or relate to (pun not intended) but what i dont understand is why i prefer isolation, seclusion and being away from family and people. could it be so i can just up and move on as i have done for so long? is it because i havnt found a reason to be anywhere as of yet?? what i do know is that my parents have always been there for me in times of need. as i would them. but yet unable to talk for more than 5 mins but regardless it realy did give me something to think about =) what i also know is that my long journey through life brought me across some amazing people, great friends of past,present future. if id not made those bad choices as a kid i wouldnt have the appreciation for as much as i do. good night folks
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 01:25:19 +0000
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