★long post alert♥ Ive calmed down. I refuse to go to sleep angry. I wont allow the devil to have the foot hold on my life... Ephesians 4:26-27 is my absolute favorite part in the Bible. Originally I only used that towards my anger of loosing Tony. Anyone who knew me back then knows my anger level was at a very unsafe level. But today Ive grown to use that verse in many areas of my life. I am so ready for love again. I catch myself thinking back to when I was with Tony and how I could just feel his love for me when he looked at me. I know how it feels to be loved. I long for that feeling again. Anyone that knows me and I mean really knows me. Knows that underneath my hatefulness is a very sensitive soul. I love so hard and I try my best not to let anothers judgement of a person persuade my judgements of that same person. Im that person that even if you tell me not to I have to try just in case the outcome is different than what you expect. You would think with all the times Ive bn hurt in life that I would be anti love. But Im not Im so in love with love. Ive felt it before and I long to have it again. I want what my Granny and Pa had. Ive bn told my expectations were to high that all men cheat at some point all men lie. If Im not willing to look past that then Ill be alone. And alone I shall be until my Prince charming comes. Until then Ill continue to do what I do best and that is love my children. Good night all.
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 02:55:26 +0000
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