long time, no status update....i have received word from Jamil that there is a job available for me back in jersey where he works that is hiring.40 hours r guarunteed! however, this will not b a permanent thing by any means. although my friend is giving me the perfect opportunity to move forward with my life.the only downside is that if i decide to stay in jersey and work towards my own place and my own vehicle, i will b forsaking n education in programming as well as possible internships down here. the good side to staying up there is that although i wouldnt b around my mom and stepdad, i will b close by to my grandmother, my aunt franny, my friends that i had to leave behind when i moved, my father, and associates from previous ventures. as much as i am excited to go make some money and push more towards my own self-sufficiency, i am also very fearful. there r a lot of uncertainties that i still have boggling around within my mind.im trying to stay within the optimistic view of things, but im taking a huge risk.im used to high risk, high reward situations so this is really nothing new to me. to b honest, im not sure y im so conflicted on this matter.i do however know that my decision to going up to jersey for a while is in fact a yes.even if only for enough time to get my head back above water with my debts.my mind is still at impasse, but i will cross that bridge when it comes time to make my final decision.as far as my current job at big lots, i work tonite, then monday night and tuesday night of this coming week. after that, i should have about $200 or so to have for jersey until i get my first paycheck.another thing that i need to think about for staying with jamil in jersey is clothing.if i have money for food, then i need to make sure that i will have clothing enough to last me a while so that i dont need to do my wash every 5 days or so. lots on my mind.too much to type.been up since 6pm lastnite so i think its time i get some sleep.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 15:25:44 +0000
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