love makes live life -9 “I am thinking to search my Joy. I want her back” I am dumbstruck listening to his words. I unknowingly took my hand back and just stared at him. “God, please let him understand my pain”, I begged to the dearest almighty. “yes anu. I want my joy back. Its not that she will help me financially but I can do eveything if she is with me. I just badly wanted her in my life anu. I want my life to spend with her” ,sanu started crying like a child without making eye contact with me. Can some one guess what the biggest painful moment in one’s life is? It is the moment when the person whom you love is crying in front of you for the person whom they love. Well, I read this in a novel and couldn’t understand its meaning in depth. And now, I am experiencing it. Sanu is my love for my life and he is crying for his love, his life, Joy! I badly needed a shoulder to cry on. But I didn’t find any. Ofcourse, I don’t have any too. After few minutes, he controlled himself and looked at me. Tears are still struggling with me to come out of my eyes but I am constantly winning competing with them. I am unable to look at him so just started looking down. He continued, “hey.. I am sorry. I hope I didn’t disturb your mood” I somehow managed to smile, just to comfort my sanu. My smile may not make his day but for sure, it comforts him for now. We completed our lunch and started moving to our places. I dropped him at his place and started to my home, thinking what I can do to make my sanu smile. The whole night I was thinking about him. His words made me think more. He said “I badly wanted her back”. Oh god, he is still thinking about her and missing her so much. Alright, I must do something that makes him happy. I decided to make them one. Yes, I have to do this even though it hurts me. Dear dairy, I am not saying I can live without him. He loves her just like how I love him. He is in need of her. I know it hurts me so much. But I don’t have any other option too. Love is not just being together, it also includes sacrifice sometimes. If he will be really happy with her, then I am ready to sacifice my love and make them one. ╰☆╮hum ek baar jeete hain, ek baar marte hain, shaadi bhi ek baar hoti hai, aur pyaar… wo bhi ek baar hota hai......╰☆╮ I heard sharukh’s dialogue from one of my favoite movies, KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI.. my sister is watching the movie in hall. The dialogue made me think about my sanu’s happyness. It actually means.. WE LIVE ONLY ONCE.. DIE ONLY ONCE.. WE GET MARRIED ONLY ONCE.. AND LOVE.. ALSO HAPPENS ONLY ONCE..
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 06:15:06 +0000
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