maine kabhi kisi ladke se kabhi baat nahi ki.our na muze love pe bilive tha........lekin ek din achanak meri zindagi me kuch aisa hua jisne muze pyar pe yakin krna sikhaya........ meri class ka ek ladka jiska naam dhaval tha...mai use pyar se janu kehti thi...pata nahi usme kya wo baat thi ki mai.....apne apko rokhi nahi pai.....zindagi me pehli baar mane kisi ladke se baat ki....our pehli bar kisi ladke k etne close huyi.....usne mujse dosti ki mane uski dosti accept ki....hum har roj msg me baat kiya krte the....phone to bahut hi kam hote the.....ek din achanak usne msg mai i luv u likh kr muje prapose kiya...lekin muze pyar par yakin nahi tha...esliye mane use mana kar diya... lekin wo bahut hi jiddi tha usne meri ek nahi suni or mujse apni baat manwa li....or muze pyar krne par...or pyar pe bharosa krne par majbur krhi diya...usnehi muje sikhaya ki pyar kya hota hai...sab kuch bahuthi acche se chal raha tha...lekin ekdin hamare gharwalo ko sab pata chal gaya.or unhone hame alag krna chaha. lekin hamara pyar etna kamjor na tha hum etna hone k bawjut milte rahe...lekin etna hone ke baad maine to himmathi chod di thi.lekin usne meri himmat banaye rakhi..usne muze bharosa dilaya ki hum shaadi krenge...badi mushkilo se lad kar humne hamare pyar ko bacha k rakha...mane bhi use har halt me saath diya...har mushkil me hum ek-dusare k saath the....hum dono khush the....aisa lag raha tha jaise aab hame koi bhi juda nahi kar sakta...bahut se logo ne hame aalg krna chaha par hum aaj tak ek-dusare k saath the... par ek din na jaane use kya ho gaya mere bina na rehnewala aaj mujse dur bhagne laga..mai use phon krti to thik se baat bhi nahi krta tha.ye sab mujase sehen nahi ho raha tha...esliye mane or kuch dosto ne use samjane ki koshish ki par ...koi fayda nahi...o rukhahi bartav krta...esliye maine ek din usse puchhi liya ki o mujse relation rakhna chahta hai ya nahi....to usne bina soche..ek pal mai keh diya ki o mujase rishta nahi rakhna chahta ...muje etni taklib huyi.mere aansu rukhi nahi rahe the..usne3-4 salo ka rishta ekhi pal mai kaise tod diya? lekin ek baat mai janti hu uski jarur koi badi majburi rahi hongi...tabhi usne muze choda..jisne muze pyar par yakin krna sikhaya usne hi ......wajah o batana nahi chahta koi baat nahi....par muje dukh es baat ka hai ki usne rishta todne se pehle mere baare me ek bar bhi nahi socha...kya o muje sirf zoti tassali teda tha? pata nahi.......jo bhi ho mai aaj bhi usse bahut pyar krti hu...or krti rahungi......chahe hum mile na mile.....uski jagah mai apni jindagi mai kisiko nahi de sakti....mane use sabse jyada pyar kiya hai...sabse jyada bharosa kiya hai.... mai aaj bhi usse pyar krti hu ye duniya sabse badi sacchai hai....chahe mai manu ya na manu....i love him.......he is MY LOVE,MY LIFE ......aaj tak meri jindagi mai sirf ekhi ladka hai or o vahi hai... * shyam
Posted on: Sat, 29 Jun 2013 18:06:05 +0000
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