need your help frnds… – riya,,,,,;;;;;Hi friends…i m riya..meri bhi pyaari si luv story hai..muje aap sbki help chahiye ki muje bataaiye ki mai kya karu..ye h meri story… Mai clg ki study k lye dusri city me aai yaha mai or meri ek classmate ne ek ghar dekha pg k liye or usme rehne lge..mai 17 saal ki thi us tym..neeche aunty- uncle bahut hi achhe the unke teen bache the badi di ki shadi ho gyi thi unke baad unka ek beta jo medical college me final year me the or sabse chhoti thi aastha jo mere age ki thi..wo us tym 12th me thi..mai aastha se or aunty uncle se kaafi ghul mil gyi thi..mujhme bahut bachpana bhara hua tha is kaaran aunty uncle muje bahut pyaar krte the..mai pehli baar ghar se baahar aayi thi to mamma ki yaad bahut aati thi..aunty muje mamma ki but bilkul yaad aane hi nhi deti thi..mai bi maximum tym neeche hi aunty k paas rehti thi..isi bich unka ldka jo mere se 6 saal bade the unse bi aamna saamna ho hi jata tha..ek baar muje chhodne wo bus stand gye the..wo doctor ki padhai kr rhe the final year me the lekin unke patients banne bi chalu ho gye the..meri bus aadhe ghante late thi so wo bole ki jb teri bus nhi aati mai yhi hu..maine kaha ok..isse pehle unse meri kbi baat nhi hui thi..us din pehli baar apan ki baatchit hui aidi hi halki fulki..fir meri bus bi aa gyi thi..jate tym unhone apna Number muje diya ki ghar pahuch kr phone kr dena..mai ghar jakar fir wapas aa gyi or clg me lg gyi..aise hi neeche aamna samna hota hi rehta tha unka naam bta k kya krungi aap sbko mai to unko bandar hi kehti hu..or isi naam se unko yaad bhi krti hu..so mera bandar..uske baat karne ka tarika muje bahut pasand tha..kbi maine use unke ghar me battamiji se baat krte huye nhi dekha..wo apne mammapapa ki bahut respect krte the jo wo bolte the ye wahi krte the..apni chhoti behan aastha ko bhi ye bahut pyaar krte the..inke lye us tym mere andar koi feeling s hi nhi thi bas sochti thi inko dekhkar ki kitne sweet h ye..meri taang khichne ki aadat thi inko to takiye se jhadu se hm log ladte rehte the..mai clg se aane ke baad jb uppar ja rhi thi to ye apne window se muje dekh rhe the..unke room ka window sidhiyo k just bagal me hi tha..maine unko aisa krte hue dekh lia tha but unhone nhi firto ye almost roj hi hone lga tha..mai neeche jati thi jb bi to ye kisi na kisi bahaane mujse baat krte the ladte the..mai bas ignore kr rhi thi ki muje kya jo bhi kre…ab koi sarif or sweet insaan aapkio chhune ki koshish kre,apse baat krne ki koshish kre to wo aadmi jhutha hi h jo ye bolega ki koi aisa krta h to achha nhi lgta..mere andar koi feelings nhi thi unke liye but haa muje bi achha jarur lgta tha itna sweet or handsome banda muje like krta h.. aise hi din bit rhe the..ek din mai market se chaat lekar aayi waha ka chaat aunty ka bi favorite tha to mai aunty k sath khane k lye neeche gyi koi nhi dikh rha tha neeche mai aawaj lagaai koi kuch nhi bola andar gyi to dekhi ye badar so rha tha maar kr use uthaai or puchha ki sb kaha h to bataaye ki sb shadi me gye h..maine kaha ok or jane lagi, inhone chaat dekhkar pucha ki ye kya h maine bataaya ki chaat h sochi thi aunty k sath khaungi islye aayi thi..wo bole ki-” to ab uppar ja kar akele akele khayegi..” maine kaha haan..to wo bole ki mai bhi khaunga chal sath me khayenge maine keh diya ok..do spoon the mai kisi ldke k sath pehle aise kuch nhi khayi thi ek hi plate me to thoda uncomfortable ho rhi thi..achanak se inhone apne spoon se muje khila diya..ye bolkar ki tu to kuch kha hi nhi rhi h..hamesha mai uska mobile chheen kr wallpapers ya pics or msg dekhti rehti thi aisi hi masti masti me..us tym usne mera mobile maanga or msgs or pics dekhne lge..maine majaak me pucha ki oye monkey teri girlfrnd kon h wo bola ab tak to koi nhi h..but ek ladki h mere clg me soch rha hu use propose kr du pr kaise kru samajh nhi aa rha h..tum meri help krogi..?? Maine pucha mai kaise help kru wo bole ki tum thode der k lye wo ladki ban jaao mai tumhe propose krunga fir tum bataana ki thik kia ki nhi nhi..maine kaha ok… Fir usne mere hath apne haatho me lye..jaise hi usne mera hath pakda muje to aisa lga ki current ho..andar heart to itna dhadkane lg gya tha ki lg rha rha bahar hi aa jayega..propose muje bahut logo ne kia tha but is tarah hath pakdne maine kisi ko pehli baar diya tha..lekin maine andar ho rhi uthal puthal ko bahar apne chehre pe aane nhi diya..udhar wo mera hatha pakad kr apna poem type ka proposal suna rhe the ki u r my angel..u r my bla bla bla….mai wo nhi sun rhi thi kyoki mera dhyaan apne hath pr tha ki kb wo mera hath chhode or mai jaau..fir unhone khatam kiya apna kehna or kaha i luv u..maine kaha ok ok wo maan jayegi ab mai jati hu bahut late ho gyah..usne jabardasti mera hath khichkar muje baithaya or kaha i luv u riya mai tumhe propose kr rha tha..mai tumko kb itna like krne lg gya muje nhi pta..bas mai tumko pyaar krta hu or tumhe bta diya..lekin ek baat h hamaari shadi nhi ho paayeki tumhe pta h kyoki tum ghar walo ko janti hi other cast wo nhi karenge..mai tumhe pyaar krta hu khud pr control nhi hua tumse keh diya..koi bat nhi agar tum mana kr dogi to..lekin plz mamma se mt kehna.. Mai unki is sidhi baat pe muskura di to unhone fat se muje gaal pr kiss kr diya mai mana hi nhi kr paai or unki harkat pe bas has hi di..maine haa to nhi kaha lekin hamara relationship usi din se chalu ho gya..hamme pyaar badhne lf gya tha..fir mere exams aa rhe the..unke ghar me unke taauji ji ldki ki shadi hone wali thi so mammy papa ne us ghar ko chhodne kaha kyoki shadi k lye unke ghar mehmaan jo aane wale the wo uppar hi sone wale the..so mai hostel aa gyi apni ek frnd k paas..mera aadha saaman wahi tha bandar k ghar pr kyoki mai sirf shadi tak k kye hostel gyi thi..lekin maine socha ki yahi mauka h unka ghar khali krne kyoki waha rehti thi to meri bilkul padhai nhi ho paati thi mera man neeche hi unke or aunty uncle k paas lga rehta tha..hostel me itna maza aata tha mere seniors k saath..maine socha bacha samman bi le aati hu yhi rahungi..fir samam lekar mai aa gyi unke ghar se..aunty ne muje bahut roka but aunty ko mai main reason nhi bta skti thi na ki mai kyu ja rhi hu..or mere jane se unko bi kuch khas fark nhi pad rha tha..is mera man bi rukne ka jyada nhi hua.. Mai hostel aa gyi thi ab ham baahar milne lge….ladte the jhagdte fir dono maan bi jate…dono ek dusre se bahut pyaar krte lekin dono ko pta tha ki ek din hme alag hona h..wo mere se age mw bade h so unke lye rishty aane start ho gye the..lekin use ignore kr hamari luv life ko strong bana rhe the..kai baar breakup krne ki kosish bhi kiye ham dono but fail rhe kyoki dono hi nhi reh paate..aisa hi sb chal rha tha…koi shak nhi ki wo muje kitna pyaar krte h or mai to unke bina reh hi nhi paati..unhone clinic khol li hospital join kr lia thode busy ho gye but mere lye tym jarur nikalte h pyaar krte h na muje bahut.. But frnds twist kisi luv story me nhi aata..meri luv story me aaya h lekin bahut bada… 5din pehle ki baat h morning me hamari baat ho rhi thi achanak pta nhi kaha se topic aa gya unke lye aaye rishto ka wo bataane lge ki koi achhi ladki ka rishta nhi aa rha h sab ladkiyo ko dekha lekin koi bi thik thak nhi h..fir unhe jana tha to sham ko baat karenge keh kar baat khatam ho gyi.. Mai din bhar soch soch kr roti rahi ki jaise hi achha rishta inke ghar walo ko milega ye inki shadi kr denge..or bura is baat ka lg rha tha ki ye bi ladkiyo ko dekhne me interest le rhe the..pehle shadi ki topic pr inhone kaha tha ki mai tumse shadi krna chahta hu pr meri majboori tum janti ho..mai chaah k bi kuch nhi kr skta..agar maine tumse shadi kr li to mere samaaj wale hme jine nhi denge meri chhoti behan ki shadi nhi ho payegi.mamma papa rishta dekh rhe h unhe koi jam jayegi to wo fix kr denge.. Mai sun kar chup hi rehti thi kyoki janti thi shadi k lye force krungi to naa unke ghar wale khus rahenge.unhe dekhkar ham bi khus nhi reh payenge..or fir muje sad dekhkar mere mamma papa bhi khus nhi reh payenge..or ye baat bi thi ki inke yaha dahej bahut chalta h..aisa nhi ki hamaaribitni haisiyat nhi pr mere parents ko ye pasand nhi or muje bhi..agar shuru me hi lalach dikh rhi h to future me bahut kuch dekhna pad sakta tha.. Muje bhi hamari shadi k future ka pta tha tomai bi kbi force nhi ki..mere lye bas itna hi kaafi tha ki ye muje bahut pyaar krte h bas apne ghar walo k kaaran inhe majboori me kahi or shadi krni padh rhi h.. Ham dono hi future ko leke kaap jate h ki kaise reh payenge ek dusre k bina.. Us din subah inka ye sb sunne k baad mai dar gyi kyoki inke shadi ka din paas aa rha h..thik h koi bhi aadmi bhale hi majboori me shadi kr rha ho but achhi ldki se hi shadi krega so ye bi dekh rhe to koi problem nhi..shaam ko maine inse kaha ki aap ladkiya dekho koi problem nhi but mai jb aapki life se chali jaau tab..1 saal ka inhone promise kiya tha ki shadi nhi karenge..to inhone kaha ki maine tumse kaha h na ki 1saal tak shaadi nhi karunga tumhare liye.to fir tumhe ab kya problem h ladki hi to dekh rha hu shadi to nhi kar raha.. Maine tb kaha ki aap 1saal tak nhi karoge shadi kyoki abhi aapko achhi ldki nhi mil rhi..lekin 1 saal k bich me hi ghar walo ko or aapko koi jam gyi to mere lye aap thodi rukoge.. Inhone kaha ki to rishta pakka krne me jya problem h baat pakki hi ti karunga na shadu to agle saal hi hogi Maine inse kaha ki aap mere sath ho kyoki aapki meri jaruwat h maine abi apko chhod diya to aap akele ho jaaoge..lekin jis din aapko ladki mil jayegi us din mera kya hoga..muje kon sambhalega..wo bole ki mau hamesha tumhare sath hu. Maine lekin kaha ki aapko mai shadi krne se mana to nhi kr rhi lekin ek saal mere lye apni shadi postpone nhi kr sakte..mai chahtu hu jb tj hm sath rhe aap pure mere rho bhale mere jane k baad ldki dekho.. Unhone kaha ki unki age ho rhi h jyada age walo ko fir achhi ldkiya nhi dete.. Lekin maine unko ek chiz chunne ko kaha ki ya to aap muje chuno ya faimly or apne man ko..jindgi bhar k lye nhi sirf ek saal k lye..unhone kaha mere lye dono inportant h nai dono hi nhi chhod skta..maine ek chunne ko kaha or phone kaat diya..raat meunka phone aaya wo bahut ro rhe the ki myje nt chhodo nai akela ho jaunga..or tum khud akeli ho jaogi yaha..sach baat to thi uunme mai itni kho gyi thi ki sbi frnds almost kho chuki hu or jo achhe frnds h mere wo dur h mujse.. Mai bi rone lgi..but decision to lena hi h na muje pta h mai unke bager reh nhi skti jb bi chhodne ki koshish krti hu bahut week or bimaar pad jati hu..wo roj phone kar rhe h muje or rote h ki muje mt chhodo..mai bhi nhi reh paa rhi unke bager lekin mai kya karu decision to lena hi padega na hm dono ko..wo apni bahan ko bahut pyaar krte h wo mujse shadi kr liye to unki chhoti behan k shadi me bahut problem aayegi wo mere se chhoti h uski shaadi me abi 4-5 saal h..ham kya kre samajh nhi paa rhe plz help kijiye….muje unhe ye ehsaas bi dilwa na h ki unke liye mai hi perfect hu..meri jagah wokisi ko nhi de payenge ye pakka ehsaas unhe dilwaana bhi h…wo bolte h ekdam se mt chhodo dhire dhire chhodna mai itna strong nhi hu..strong to mai bi nhi hu..lekin unhe ehsaas bi dilaana h..or agar unhe ehsaas nhi hua to unki life se jana h…mai kya kru frnds mai khud ko or unko akela nhi kr skti…din bhar ro rokar meri haalat karaab ho gyi h 4din se.. Plz give me suggestions immediately…. Muje bataaiye mere lye kya sahi rahega…plz..
Posted on: Tue, 24 Sep 2013 16:19:16 +0000
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