okay so its time for a story/confession- some may have noticed ive been MIA for awhile...the reason being i was in a mental hospital for 9 days. i messed up pretty bad on July 1st. im still not comfortable telling everyone the whole story of what happened but i will say it was one of the worst days of my life. my anger depression AND anxiety crashed down on me all once. its one of the scariest feelings in the world. ive been depressed for a REALLY long time but i never talked to anyone about everything that was hurting me-thats what made it all worse. i was bullied real bad when i was little...not everyone knows this but i was physically bullied- because im different. ill admit im a weird kid and im proud of it. but being bullied made me feel worthless-like everyone hated me-nobody would ever truly care about me-and everyne would eventually leave-etc. i fell apart even more when my house got broken into and i saw my dad get beat up. then i lost one of my best friends in a car crash and i lost another from suicide...and it just went on from there. but what i wanna say is i dont want sympothy or attention i want to let people know not to depend on other people for your own happiness. you need to stay strong and talk to somebody about whats bothering you bc youll suffocate if you keep it all inside. and fix yourself before you try fixing other people. youre beautiful and you have to love yourself. im so happy to say that im finally getting there. ik im worthy of something and so are you. i love you(: smile and stay beautiful
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 22:17:10 +0000
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