so i cant sleep per usual. honestly im thinking about all the decisions and changes that are ahead of me, very bittersweet lol. so i decided to journal, in a good way. i started that a year ago on january third, when things in my life were a complete mess. dont get me wrong, it gets a tad messy here and there still, like anyones life. but its so interesting looking back and seeing all thats changed in such a positive way in just a year. and im excited for even bigger changes to come. i think a lot about the position i was in, and i touch on it a lot because i think its important for people to know that things can always get better if you make them better. and you are the only one who controls your happiness, whether thats easy or difficult to see. i can assure you that its very true. i dont try to come off like im some kind of a superhero. everyone goes through tough times. but sometimes people get it in their heads that the tough time will never get better - i was one of them, believe it or not. so i guess thats why i find it compelling sometimes to share that. i want people to know what i didnt know at that time. life is truly a gift, and we shouldnt take it for granted. youve gotta be tougher than a tough time because you never know whats ahead of you. but i can tell you that i learned that there are so many more good times than bad, you just have to find your way to them and let yourself be happy in life, no matter what it throws your way. and if youve made it to this point in my crazy long, cant sleep, theres a lot on my mind post, i sincerely thank you lol. 😊
Posted on: Tue, 06 Jan 2015 06:25:05 +0000
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