so i have been hanging out with a brother in the Lord, for a few days, close to a week. this past sunday, the Lord gave me a revelation.... how this brother treats me.... is how i treat other people. it is plain as day to me. i have my passions, and i justify them in my human understanding.... and my passions, can be use to bully other people, who dont share my passions. wrestling with living with a future version of me, led me to this discussion: https://facebook/cookeville.Swiss/posts/10153455621160537?comment_id=45358154¬if_t=like now that future version of me, doesnt want me around, he says that it is because i am rebellious... and he is not wrong.... i am rebellious, against the sins that the Lord has delivered me from. i DO NOT WANT TO STUMBLE OVER THE SINS THAT THE LORD DIED ON THE CROSS TO SAVE ME FROM. I WILL REBEL AGAINST THAT SIN, ALL DAY LONG. but to those that are blinded by that sin, i am the enemy. this brother has shared with me, that 3-5 other people have come into his path, with the same spirit.... one would think, that God is trying to show him something (which is why the same pattern reoccurs, over, and over, and over again. [how many times did the Israelis have to wander around in the desert, because they couldnt get the point?]) if you keep removing the persons that the Lord purposely bring into your life, to help you grow away from your sin.... guess what God is going to do next.... bring back someone else, that is just like you, which acts just like you, UNTIL YOU GET THE POINT. i saw it, and i am learning from it..... i wonder if that is because i have been freed from religion, yet this brother is still blinded by it. but i am frustrated now. i have to leave again, from the place of comfort. and i dont want to leave hard hearted, because i have been given the ability to step back from my situation, to see the bigger picture. i know that i am growing from this experience. stay or go, i know that i was put here, with this brother, to have him grow me, in ways that i would not, had i trusted myself. and even if this brother continues to claim that i am NOT SAVED, based on me not honoring HIS point of view (having a bible war over our personal egos).... thats fine. my salvation is not for HIS judgement... it is between myself and my Father, and my Father is the only person that i have to answer to, and please.... not this brother... and yes, HE IS A BROTHER, regardless of his claims toward me. the reason why i am leaving.... why i have to leave, out of respect for this brother.... is because when he forced me to go to the church building.... i didnt pretend (or be two faced) like i wanted to be there..... i know that God sees my heart, and even if i am smiling for the humans to see, God knows the true story..... and if i am no longer a saved person, in the eyes of this religious, because i didnt honor his religion.... again.... that is none of his business, and he continues to show his blindness to judge another person, in such a way. as per usual, his name has been omitted, out of respect for him. i just hope that eventually, he wakes up, to what the Lord is doing in his life.... that he himself is also rebelling against. prayers for everyone involved, please.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 03:23:54 +0000
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