so iv just had the longest drive home in my life. so much is going on in my head and im not sure how to deal with it . i never post on this thing but i needed to get this off my chest. on the long drive home i came to realize just how lonely i truly am. i wish i was more in touch with my family i miss you all so much and wish we would be more like a family. why do we only see each other on holidays.i know that we can all be busy but we need to start hanging out more often. i have a new niece and iv never even seen her. witch makes me feel like crap for saying . i also feel like i maybe loosing the my girl to. i love her more than anything in the world and id do anything for her and she knows it but sometimes i can be a bit to sensitive i guess is the word id use. i just think about things to much and i let things bother me that shouldnt. i guess what Im trying to say is it may be pushing her away and it kills me to think of loosing her because i want to spend the next 80+ years with her. anyways sorry if you happen to read this i just needed to talk about it and at the moment i have no one to talk to. Caitlynn Harp if you read this im sorry for leaving while you were asleep i just had to get out and get some air
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 04:19:49 +0000