so whats a guy to do when alot of my free time goes to football. its not my job. well i could do what i normally do and everyday check on rumors player and coaching moves. wait for free agency moves on march 12. nfl is live 24/7 365 days a year business. my dream job is to work for the nfl and do this for a living. i love doing P.R. work but my real ambition is to get kids to college and find the new walter payton. the new peyton manning. the new ronnie lott. ive got alot on my mind. but for now i want to concentrate on my family. growing up i had 2 different aspects to family. that always clouded my judgement. everyday i feel like im losing my children bc i dont know how to react to it. my parents raised me well but theres more to it to find the underlying problem. am i sick in the head or do i just want attention lol dont answer that. id have issues with both answers. i need to find a way to change my thinking. i woke up today and realized my son is 17 and almost off to college but it feels like yesterday he was a baby. i was always here for my kids physically but mentally i wasnt. i made new dreams when my football dreams failed and i have to save the dreams i made before i lose them.
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 16:23:31 +0000
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