sometimes I wish I did my life over again... I need to change some thiings... uhhh I messed up on so much! - friends in childhood - choices in childhood - small mistakes that build up to a huge mountain of terror terrifying me :((( - eating choices (wouldve lost weight not on finiki/dates, but on other food, which would have saved my teeth) - would care about what I listen to and who I talk to and who I meet and who I trust - would not trust some people from back long ago, who insulted me a lot. - would not do many things, and would do other many things! - would have started to shave my legs and arms in high school , which I didnt do and am still not allowed but I do it, because I am not a man or something, it was so ruining my high school life :(((((((((((((((((((((((((( I felt terrible! and stupid. - would have been nicer to guys in school, I thought that (as told by relatives and scared older people) -- that American guys in mid-high schol are very bad people and beware! so I was ... even quite mean and dry sometimes... I feel very sorry now. as a freshman I was so mean to guys and men! - would have put makeup on at least my senior year in high school. - would have... never quit water polo! and swimming! - would have wore prettier clothes at least one year of high school as alternative to being everyday person! - wish I had a lot of good friends! wish - would have never cut my long hair! I should have been careful with weight loss in 2007, b/c it thinned my hair very much in autumn 2007 that I had to cut it, it was just falling with every brush of comb. I was horrified. - would have... would have ehh
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 06:57:18 +0000
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