soooooooo low on even being capable of hangin on 4 dear life, by a tiny fraction of a thread of hope that there will ever be any help from the helping-ppl business... new intern therapist lady I met with yesterday seems nice... but, I just got a call 2day from the benefits lady that sounds like unless someone will make a miracle happen... once again, more neglegence that will cost this client even more, I will b financially penalized, bcuz... she &/or any1 else I talkd 2 dropped the ball again on stuff I have repeatedly asked for their help in ensuring is never allowed 2 happen again, from stuff I asked 4 ensuring follow thru on, last year. & since they once again didnt help me, then I will have my money/medi-cal/medicare situation all messed up again, & have money sucked out of my check soon, that is far too much for me to afford, & I will not be able 2 pay my rent, have to get kicked out, have no place 2 go, no one 2 turn 2 4 any help, no money 2 move, no way 2 evn transport my posessions anywhewre, or evn get my car towed, & no other otption but 2 have to end up killing myself so I wont even have to survive dealing with the landlady if I end up not able to pay rent, id rather kill myself than ever even have 2 be homeless, a moochin-couch-surfer, or ever have 2 talk 2 the landlady or see her if I cant pay my rent, or ever have to spend even one fukn night trapped in enclosed areas, or trapped by situations with any males or predators/agressors PERIOD...! (no matter who they think they are, or what they went 2 school 4 or what their job description is...!) since Rebecca Elder & Veda Ozelle left the helpin-ppl places I was going 2 back in 2010.... theres just more & more neglegence, client endangerment, neglect, discrimination & denial of patient rights, & that crap is considered client abuse its illegal & its immoral, & it causes further damage & destruction 2 the clients, their life, their future, their recovery, ability 2 trust, their options, etc... to evn have 2 hear there is potential 4 money I cant afford suddenly being sucked out of my check... its terrorizing & traumatizing 2 a psychiatricly disabled woman even more... who can barely fukn hang on already, with further threats 2 their ability 2 have their basic needs met... just bcuz the staff paid 2 help you.... wont listen, hear you, remember a damn thing you say, or follow thru... & then it cost u more, & more & more, & then costs you everything.... so they can get paid to give u the runaround, not help you, traumatize u more, never listen 2 or remember a damn thing u say, push you over the fukn edge, more, & more, & more, & get away with it, & no one, anywhere u go.... not even people paid by public funding 2 help ppl... will do a damn thing 2 uphold, or enforce the laws/rules that are meant 2 protect the rights of the clients.... & they sure as shit wont do a damn thing 2 recover what their fukn neglegence has cost the clients even when its every last option of saving their life/future, theyd rather get paid 2 further destroy their clients life, cost them everything, terrorize, traumatize, threaten or endanger them, take away any hope or hapiness they have left & cause their clients 2 end up with no other option but to kill themselves... marvelous use of american taxpayer money... rather than do the job you r paid 2 do.... Instead.... get paid 2 b saidistic sociopaths who cause their clients 2 get worse & worse, until they committ suicide... as long as you get your fukn paycheck & dont have 2 suffer thru the shit the clients you are paid 2 help have 2 suffer thru... heres 2 wishin & prayin in2 the cyberspace heavens for someone who can actually be trusted permanantly on my case, so this shit is never allowed, excused, swept under the carpet, ignored, or tolerated ever again...!
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 01:09:52 +0000
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