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this is difficult for me and ill probably end up deleting it but it means a lot because i havent written anything in over a year so i thought that i should share it here; refection shifts perspective i am a body - a paralyzing cognition investment and grasping tight, tightly to delusion i watch the sun rise in a catatonic state i cant let go - i feel nothing -- too corrupt to be pure puke your guts out in vain this is beyond your body beyond you -- i have studied corrupt chemicals to observe the outside i witnessed such beauty i saw who i wanted to be and i held you but i never spoke a word -- let go of all that you are and cling to another person and look yourself in the mirror a year and a half later -- those chemicals stole another so i set out on my journey destroy the ego and i have failed myself over and over yet i stand here smiling through all of my trials, i can see the beauty once again
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 01:26:12 +0000

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