time to accept who I really am....many of you know i was in a wonderful, loving relationship...he was & IS the love of my life. however, still unknown to me as to why...I can only go on speculation...before this, I was married 2 times, divorced the 1st time after almost 13 yrs..(lost to to a younger woman/girl), 2nd time...widowed.... no children in both marriages. those of you who can have children...pp them out like popcorn in the microwave, you have no idea, but be grateful you can... i was NOT blessed... i wanted at least 3. I am a partner in a startup. have not lost focus as this IS my only baby at this time. the pain and my journey I have been forced to look at..... I should not be alive right now... something keep me going. Aho, love the one who is in your heart, because one day they are not there. I never took the love of my life for granted...I miss him in too many ways, deeply in my heart. something is compelling me to write this, not because he can see what I say, he blocked me... No matter, I must move forward...rebuild my life. Thank you, most grateful to the many wh0 have given me well wishes, both of us well wishes. if creator and mother see it to be...we shall reunite, after a high level storm. In the meantime......
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 21:38:57 +0000
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