tonight will be my first public appearance in front of well, anyone except one girl and my family, since early February.....the reason being (and this is pretty honest and embarassing) is that i have just been really uncomfortable with people seeing my appearance since that night in February. I saw a picture of myself and I looked so fat and I wouldnt smile because I unfortunately inherited some bad genes for teeth so I didnt even want to talk because I was afraid people would see what was happening because Ive always prided myself on having a good smile, and it was fading away. so over the past few months ive been getting myself back together I lost 20 pounds and yesterday was my last of 4 dental procedures to get my teeth back to normal. so now i feel like my old self, yeah Id probably be happier if i was maybe 5 or 7 pounds lighter just because then Id be at the weight I was when I was performing, but you know what Im comfortable in my own skin again finally. it took a long time but I think Ill be alright.
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 23:52:16 +0000
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