well today hasnt been a good day for me but hopefully things will get better I went to the cancer doctor to get my results from the scan I did on Wednesday and I was given bad news after doing all of the radiation the cancer is not gone and it spread into my right side of my throat smdh and whats crazy is my doctor is understanding everything Im going through and she said she was hoping for good news but there wasnt any and the worst part about all of this going on my personal life is also coming crumbling down and that person that I have always called special in my life that has had the piece of my heart did horrible damage to the scar on my neck from the cancer surgery and they probably will never be able to make my vocal cords any better and then on top of that names will be posted later the ex girlfriend if his well Im sitting in my bedroom on a radiation pill he is riding around in my vehicles sneaking and then he has beat your ass so many times and you and you want to send me pictures of all of it but you want to be the one to go post his bond today to bail him out on the domestic charge what is crazy is you were basically saying it is okay for him to do what he did and you are putting my life in danger just like you are putting your life in danger as well as your kids sooner or later youre going to catch on thats if my parents arent burying me first and the reason people do this stuff is because there are sprung guess what that doesnt work for me anymore this man was constantly telling me he loved me these last two weeks my sister got tired of hearing it I guess thats because he felt guilty because he knew about me knowing that he was writing this particular person around in my vehicle and sleeping with him and so you know now I did post this AND you know exactly who you are you will be tagged later when your address and place of business and full names are posted i AM done playing games this past year I have had to keep starting over and replacing stuff after working so hard to get my life back together so now the feelings are going to be mutual you will need to start over from the beginning everything is mine and everything that you think is yours never was and anything that I do have I would be really nice to donate to the goodwill
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 23:25:12 +0000