why do you still care?? You were the one who dumped her, right? Manas asked Ankit with a big question mark over his face :/ Care?? What care?? I dont care about anything anymore. I am emotionless Ankit justified :) Okay then, you follow her secretly when she is alone just to ensure she is safe. You send her hidden help of notes because you know she is a shy person and wont ask anyone for help. You write a journal, whose subject is still the same, her name. You still check her last seens. And you dont care? I am your best friend, the one who knows you in and out :( you still pretend and that too infront of me :( Manas shouted :( How do you know this?? When did you notice that much?? he was baffled to hear that from him :o You think i am a fool, i saw you crying the day you told her that its over :( I saw you pretending infront of her that you are a cheater when I know she was the only one you ever loved. I saw you reading her old messages again and again. I saw you looking at her silently when no one was looking at you. I saw you when no one was seeing you because I know what are you Manas replied catching his breath :( I did this because I knew no one would understand me. Yes, she is the only one i ever loved and its not easy seeing that hatred in her eyes. Yes I still love her and she means the world to me but I can not tell her this-the mere fact hurts :( you know what Manas, my dad got his first heart attack when he came to know about her. And the second one when I was not ready to listen to him as I was very firm with my decision of marrying her. I didnt wanted a third attack, i dont want to loose him. You know na, after mom.... He is the only family i am left with Ankit said with eyes filled with tears :( you had been through this and never ever shared :( well you told me my worth. But y didnt you tell the exact reason to her. Manas was mad at him but he knew that Ankit was already in mess so he didnt wanted to give him more tensions :( I knew she would never understand. Her eyes still had hopes and i could not be the one who shattered them. Her innocent face with that charming smile made me weak and i didnt had the courage to tell her that I failed in convincing my father :( and believe me Manas she deserves someone better :( he replied wiping his tears :( wow, why do you want to be a hero. Sacrificing everything and still becoming the bad guy so that others stay happy. Look, you should have shared, i can cry along if found unable to give you a shoulder to cry upon :( and Ankit, you killed her anyways. I saw her acting like a lunatic person, the one who thinks that no one really cares, the one who sees everyone with a doubt, the one who trusts no one not even herself Manas stated the facts :( What should I do now?? I messed up and I know this :( Ankit asked :( Go apologise, let her the truth. She wont forgive you but still she wont die with a regret that she loved someone who was a cheat :) Manas replied :) Hugging his bestie he apologised for not telling him the truth in the first place :( he couldnt sleep the complete night thinking what was he really thinking about when he made her go through this hell :( He told her the truth and she didnt reply. She was a living dead :( with a smile, she left. They were mad in each others love but were not made for each other and his wrong steps made her a person who was not worth anyones love :( #ps maybe destiny sets you two apart but give the one you love a satisfactory answer before leaving. It wont heal the pain of separation but it would surely reduce his/her regrets and maybe he/she could give a change to someone else in their future life ;) #Blink ;)
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 19:51:33 +0000
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