wish there was some1 though like who likes same music as me & go to festivals & all , always alone & stuff , i dont care, used to it , it dont matter, but more fun like with somebody else , and would be even like really perfectly awesome like if that some1 would like latex or corsets or something , and than try that on like for festival dammmmmmmmmmmm that would be like so awesome & hot & stuff , yeah some nice girls there but with bf & all , saw group of girls through, 3 girls but think not intrested maybe bit too young, i estimated them around hmm 25ish or something, i dont care about age & all , 18+ till like i dunno 45ish or so is fine by me , inside is what is important but maybe they think that i do care about that & all , im often how you say ..... like ... like as if im not intrested ... but that is like coz its music & all & like if you date or choose like that than it is more like for lust & all , i dont want it like that , but like ..... if they talk there or something and like give there facebook or emailadress or youtube or phonenumber whatever and than like talk and get to know a bit & all , you know .... friends ( for a while !!! ( not forever friends coz i dont believe in that ) ) , and than more, than sure, coz than it is not lust & stuff, i dont like lust , im catholic christian , and like than like going to couple festivals whatever & all like i dunno 3 or 4 or 5 big ones with whole day spending together & all , than it is not lust & than like can do more like i dunno walking with hands for example or arm around shoulder or something , dont have to kiss whatever & all maybe at night i dunno like when watching movie or something whatever , but like slowly building up & stuff , not so fast ................ but ......... i dunno ..... girls not like that i think , my ex from waddinxveen i think was , shouldve not dumped her & all , she said to me too , think it over what your doing now & stuff, but back than i did not know about my disorders & stuff ..... i know now .... and i try explaining to them , but they dont wanna listen or care or dont believe and after a while they just start hating me & stuff , coz i cant be like how others are & all , im different, i say that right from the start but they just dont believe that ... dont matter , maybe someday i come across some1 somewhere , else just dogs i guess
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 23:29:20 +0000
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