work was overwhelming ......alot on my mind ....My Grandfather passed away and I havent talk to ,my mom....I know she cant be doing well ...my heart goes out to you.love u mah...Im feeling lost wile theres lots more going on around me i cant help but feel closed off .....i feel alone ...ive realize what i want is irrelevant ....with my luck if i keep looking ill never find and yet maybe i did find it but lost it and now i feel as though i will never be happy till i have it once again....who ever said its better to have loved and lost has probably never actually been in love .....i feel as though trust is an issue now with me ....its ether not there or when it is i place to much of my self in someones hands .....tell me what am i supposed to do ....why do i want to find someone special when i know i can get hurt again ....why is it that when i herd her voice all of my feelings poor out of my eyes my heart starts to melt and all i can mutter is i miss u or i love u ...and the luck i have that i give my heart to someone who thinks im perfect but still be rejected in a way ..........is love really that complicated ....why do i want it so bad ....why is it the only thing i really want and feel as though its the only thing that would make me happy....................................................................................................................................am i really not worth it ....am i hard to love .....maybe ......!@#$#@ ....maybe its this useless heart thats getting in the way .....pretending to be happy has made me tired
Posted on: Fri, 18 Oct 2013 04:24:35 +0000
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