इच्छा मृत्यु/Euthanasia Or Death Wish Or Suicide. To Do Or Not To Do ? Has now become a valid question for people like me who are sensitive,caring,aware, responsible,conscious, law & order abiding citizen.... many a times i feel that i dont belong to this world,which occupied by majority of ignorant, irresponsible, careless,insensitive, law & order-breakers; with whom Ive to fight everyday, be it in metro over simple common sense things or on road where people drive rashly without caring about fellow drivers or pedestrians & many other spaces.....And cherry on the cake is that my family believes that im insane & i need immediate psychiatric-treatment....for a while i laughed it off :D i mean really i did but not that loud but inside & said that it is other side of ignorant people like them, who dont brake the law & order but support them unconditionally, need the psychiatric-treatment.... but then i thought may be they are right & that i dont belong here in this world..... So I thought for a while.... To Do Or Not To Do ? Im confused, I dont know what Ill do or Ill be still breathing by next morning or get out of this world.... still confused... Im thinking since Im against suicide; can I opt for Euthanasia or Death Wish & file for an appeal in honorable court of law? Because it is the Supreme Courts July 2005 order that I were fighting for that fire-crackers are banned in residential areas and on 16/10/2014, through a press release by Indian Health Minister Dr. Harsh Vardhan gave ordered to LG, Delhi Mr. Najeeb Jung to implement the honorable Supreme Court order unconditionally & irrespective of any excuses.... But we can see that Delhi has become a lethal gas chamber within a day of diwali-night & such Supreme Court orders wrt to safety of environment & human-life are a joke & people like me who follow it are fools...... I came back to my parents house around 11:45 after watching Haider (I loved this film a lot & watched it 2nd time & dedicate it to Muzamil Bhawani,who played Muzammil,sang a song Aao Na & an asst. director) from M2K Rohini; I was at the door recording the menace & littering in the society & suddenly a rocket crossed my leg by an inch (its not a phrase but really) and exploded under a neighbors car; I became furious & approached those bastards & asked them what if it would have exploded on me or what if the rocket would have exploded by the cars petrol-tank & in that case who would be responsible for the loss of lives & property? They said,लगी तो नहीं न . & I became enraged at that ignorance. Their sister (I assume) came upto me & began to push me back again & again & i warned her everytime that not to touch me & then their father (i assume) came down to fight & argue & i informed him about his sons irresponsible act & that they were risking other peoples lives & informed him about Supreme Courts July 2005 order that fire-crackers are banned in residential areas; But that didnt go down well with him & he expressed that he didnt care about such Supreme Court orders; by that time other neighbors came in & that neighbor also, whose car was the victim of rocket explosion. They tried to cool me down & i followed them like a good gentleman that im & took me to my parents house. My father opened the gate & asked what happened? I said,nothing (because i knew what he would have said but they said it later on with some addition like that Im insane & I need psychiatric-help). I fought with them on my values & that Ill keep on fighting & ensure them that theyll face no problem & liability from me & that the wedding of my brother will go smoothly & that ill finally live their house this morning....& I came up & dialed 100 & narrate everything & that if I may call them again in the morning with the same issue because right now I didnt want to disturb my parents & brother with the fuss & he said,Yes! I can. And then I stood in the balcony for a while really thinking about myself that is it really that sensitive people like me (i hope there are more otherwise I really have to get out of this world) need psychiatric-treatment or is it insensitive bastards who really need it? But my family thinks that it is me,who need psychiatric-treatment. hahaha :D :D :D Ive to laugh loud again,inside; see im sensitive & i know what time is it; it is past midnight, people are sleeping & i must not disturb them.... I think in this country i ought to be prosecuted & to be hanged till death by wish for being a law & order abiding citizen & it will not be suicide. yeeaeyyyyyye ;) Im still confused ??? To Do Or Not To Do? Or I can wait till this morning & file an FIR against those law-breakers But that will bother my family,because they live nearby....... To Do Or Not To Do? Anybody has an answer?
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 20:03:31 +0000
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