❤️I FREAKIN DID IT❤️ I DID IT! And you know what?! All of the horror stories that others love to share with delivery and induction, didnt happen. I went through a rough few hours after the Cervadril was given from 2am to a little after 7am when I got my epidural. And my epidural went beautifully! My blood pressure dropped a bit right after causing some dizziness, but it didnt last long. As soon as I felt better I was touching up my makeup and hair, getting ready for my big moment, all with the positive thought that Tori would be here so soon! They then started the Pit, and I was fully dilated in 4 hours and pushing. In that time before the pushing, my room was full of friends and family laughing and chatting! We cleared the room except for my sweetie pie and my photographer and began the WORK. My first little set of pushes, I thought holy hell, this is exhausting considering Id hardly slept the night before. They have me a break and Inpulled out my phone and put on my badass workout mix and got my head RIGHT. (The nurses said that this is the first time theyve delivered a baby to rap) The next pushes were AWESOME! And she was riiiightttt there!! But couldnt get past my small heart shaped pelvic bone. My doc told me wed have to do a C-section, and I looked at her and said, okay!! Lets do this! I had to reassure my husband and friends and family that I was not afraid and that everything would be perfect!! They wheeled me in and I said a prayer. As all of the organized commotion was going on around me, I felt completely at peace. I was in Gods hands, and Tori is His daughter before she is mine. I KNEW shed be healthy and happy!! My Tori and I gave those docs a WORKOUT! She was down so low and so engaged that there were three of them tugging and grunting and finally she popped out, and we heard the sweet sound of her cry!!!! My husband went with her as the measured her and cleaned her up. He brought her back over to me as they were sewing me up, and as exhausted and out of it as I was, I found a rush of energy to soak in my beautiful family!! An hour and a half in recovery with my sweet pea, and then up to my room to pop a bottle with my friends and family!! THATS IT! Thats how my day went!! I had an incredible, trusting, excited, loving attitude and it made ALL the difference! My nurses LOVED me and kept commenting on how they couldnt believe this was my first child because I was so calm. The reason Im sharing this is to give hope to the moms to be and the future moms to be. You CAN have a fantastic pregnancy and a SUPERB delivery. Not everything will be perfect, but your attitude and outlook make ALL the difference!!! I am keeping this same positive, hopeful, in control attitude about our first couple of months home. I believe that it doesnt have to be a marriage busting, zombie parent, hell on earth. We will see if I prove the nay Sayers wrong on this too!! Im so proud of myself and so proud of the beautiful family we have!! GOD IS GOOD!!
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 03:46:17 +0000
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