- I know this post will seem random to many, especially since Im writing it at almost 2 in the morning. But I need to get this off of my chest, so here it goes... This summer has been a time of reflection for me. Its been a time where Im finally figuring out what Ive been doing wrong for so many years. Ive realized just how poorly Ive treated some people, in the effort to keep myself untouched in my own bubble of happiness. Ive come to terms with the fact that an apology wont be enough this time, as it has been so many times before. That Ive made my bed and I have no choice but to sleep in it. I understand now that I havent been learning the lessons life keeps giving me. That I continually go back to my toxic ways only because its what Im familiar with, all due to the fact that Im scared of starting out with nothing all over again. And while the art of manipulation has worked out so well for me in the past, I now know that its not a healthy way to live, nor is it an honest one. Ive lied, Ive been two-faced, Ive given up hopes and Ive shattered hearts. I know Im only human and that none of us are perfect. Please know that Im trying so damn hard to not screw things up like I have been, and that Im trying to make things right. My only hope now is to learn from my mistakes so that I dont keep repeating them.
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 06:53:31 +0000
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